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Lonely and lost

Loud and lie

The disposition of myself

The misplacing of my feelings

Know the appropriate words and reaction

Knowing what I should say

Knowing what I really think

My mind is the superlative filled with questions

The bird flew over the cuckcoo’s nest is my mind housing cuckoo

Because it hates the unknown and lack of control
only to surrender to the surroundings that is known as darkness

To the elite. Wings flap silently causing a change in the wind-temperature drops

Things could have been different only if the weatherman

Didn’t follow the rules and spoke those idle words

Now he is haunted.  The what if has become his predator

He has already fallen into the trap not knowing he is the author

That made himself prey by not trying to step in the same river twice

Didn’t realize the current changed and that through avoidance he lost

Instead he should have embraced the wild

Whispered the truth

Then he would have known

Lesson and live

Love and lay

Today was not a good day. Won't get into details.  Leaving work I saw someone wearing a shirt that said everything's gonna be alright and I just saw it again on twitter.  I will take it as a confirmation and a reminder.  Today I was so angry. I stood in line at thought to myself I wish that I could take my hand go inside my body and take out my anger.  Or is it my temper? Did my temper cause my prolonged anger? I hate to go home upset. Then I thought if I wasn't angry then I wouldn't be human. 

Be angry and sin not.

I did not sin so I guess I was a little successful but I feel like time wasted being angry could be time that I was smiling. 

Going to try to make friends nothing I can lose. 

The song on the movie Where The Wild Things Are makes me feel great. Makes me want to research music, notes, and the feeling certain notes give off. I'm sure it was already done before. 

I haven't blogged in a while. Just did xanga tv.  Question what song in high school did you print out lyrics to learn all the words? Do you still know all the words? I find that I don't know all the words of songs I thought I did. Hmmm you know what. I just remembered Usher.  I know all the words to at least two of his songs , and Ginuwine.  Maybe it is because I was trying to remember hip hop songs. We Shall See....